I do not want to defend myself
Let the world, everyone defeat me
They wants to win
I shall win over myself
They are good ones
They wants to win
Let them win
Over me
I shall win over myself
It seems
I trust more
They saw
I betrayed them
I think
I love them
They thought
I am the reason
who creates the hate
I wish to live
Together forever
They exclude me
From the whats app group
By the name - Friends Forever -
I have a lot to claim
That I deserve to them
They find it so hard
Believes I am not one of them
They step back
Unrecognized me
Unidentified me
Thus, now all
the claim turned into blame
I blame myself
I found mine soul full of guilty
I feel shame ashamed out of reality
The world I made is
No more exist
I made what is not
My belongings
Only because they step back
The scene is like
Stranger to friends
Friends to family
Family to friend
Friend to unknown
Cause
you walk and talk
With a stranger
But
known to unknown happened
You get cut off by their thinking
I again asked for the same
The earlier time between us
Like before
But I do not want to accept it
It was the last attempt and the
Access denied
They wants to win
They all are winner
I believe my loss
You see the truth
They looks cool together
I am the alone sinner
I feels the burden of heavy thoughts
The momories are pulling me down
Lost the audacity to look up to high
Let them win
I should be remain me
I should stand by me
Everyone is happy for someone
I shall happy for myself
I shall win over myself
I do not want to defend myself
Let the world, everyone defeat me
Avim
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